A prayer at times when it’s hard to speak…
My old self couldn’t find You, Father!
If there is anyone who knows it
it must be You.
You called me as Your child, Father,
by now I know I would misbehave
despite all the signs and hints.
Would You forgive me, Father,
if I told You a promise
once more, again?
I’m not sure if I could endure, Father,
to see a beloved one to go astray,
I feel I wouldn’t be able to bear the pain.
I can’t imagine just wonder, Father,
how You were able to survive
to see me fail.
I’ve been praying with a closed mouth, Father,
because I feel the weight,
Now I’m trying more than ever
to bring You joy beyond the grief!