Harder than hard (a farewell from my father)

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
there are no night and no days
nothing remains here

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
echoes of love
drained dreams remained here

all the broken promises
all the tainted memories
all the made-up vanities
all the fainted braveries

all the gaslighted abuses
all the heart burnt oh the bruises
all the forgotten embraces
all the life you took from me

I let you free
I set you free
now

I forgive
just like Jesus
fatherless
no-one’s child

You couldn’t know
the mess you made
unable
and cursed for life

I forgive
just like Jesus
abandoned
through the time

you’re somewhere else
I can’t see you
and it’s breaking
all my heart

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
there are no night and no days
nothing remains here

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
echoes of love
drained dreams remained here

echoes of love
echoes of love

 

 

Joshua Dragon

remember the good times

remember the good times

remember the holy ground

where we stood and stayed

danced and kissed

through the night

 

remember the good times

but

all the years are gone now

remember the good times

but you

never said why you left

remember the good times

how we dreamt and yet survived

and

how we broke everything

what was nice and so dear

now we know every pain

 

all the nights and all the days

I’m just a wanderer in a desert

what’s my fate and indemnity

nobody knows, nobody knows

all the nights and all the days

I’m just a wanderer in a desert

what’s my fate and indemnity

nobody knows me, nobody knows me

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Even if you were born behind the rainbow…

You are worthy and meant to be great

even if you were born behind the rainbow

you can make the most fantastic dreams come true

even if you were born behind the rainbow

 

You are eligible to be the utmost happy

even if you were born behind the rainbow

you can trust yourself and dare to love

even if you were behind the rainbow

 

You are here to win the game of life

even if you were born behind the rainbow

God is here to stay with you and protect

even if you were born behind the rainbow

 

 

Joshua Dragon

You Are Being Loved At This Very Moment

Just because it is dark and empty

Just because it feels lonely

Just because it seems your are trapped

Just because it feels it will never end

You are still worthy

You are still enough

You are still great

You are still magical

 

Just because you are a one of a kind,

unique child of God

 

Believe in yourself as much as He believes in You!

 

 

Joshua Dragon

You’ll never know why God chose you…

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to stay numb

if you opt for vanities

and being recklessly selfish remains your way

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to stay negative

if you opt for resentments

and being hateful remains part of your days

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to sorry yourself

if you opt for shame

and being forgiving is not in your dreams

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to be ignorant

if you opt for stereotyping people

and being resentful is in your core

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to destroy the Nature

if you opt for hurting words

and not being arrogant is a hard way

 

But you’ll understand God

if you stay humble and nice

by opening your heart

and you’ll have nothing to hide

 

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Love With Silence

As I have loved you, love others
Without any words, even without expressing at all
For love to be truly deep and profound
Serve without recognition from anybody.

Do good deeds for others
Without being known from others
Don’t make excuses when you are scolded
Don’t seek revenge when someone hurts you with words.

Love with silence when people reject you
Just love with silence
Pray for them
While you try to help them but they refuse you.

Love with silence when people ignore you
Endure the sorrow when you are rejected
Remind yourself always
To spread happiness and joy to others.

Love with silence when you are irritated
By the words and deeds of others
Offer God the pain you have deep inside your heart.

Remind yourself always
To respect and care for other brothers and sisters
Within yourself, never allow resentments,
Harsh accusations, or lack of endurance
Love with silence.

 

A poem by Reverend Sun Myung Moon

 

What Crushes You

you should just go and do
because you already know
who can live inside of you

As I Can See

What crushes you
is not what you’ve left
and not what you’ve been missing in life
not even the dreams you feel can’t be achieved
but the times when you are helpless
and can’t save everyone
not even those who are the most beloved ones
to you

What crushes you
is you
feeling lonely
flooding through space
and wrinkles of time
not knowing what’s happening
without discovering
the truth

What crushes you
is living without God
having those moments
when you are alone
without the umbilical cord

then you should just go and do
because you already know
who can live inside of you

Joshua Dragon

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