I was alive once with you

I’m just a burned sun
You’re what you’ve done
I’m without love
For you
Redemption is gone

 
I’m still the one
You’re who you’ve become
I’m without fun
For you
Absolution is gone

 
No need for longing
It’s gone
No place for hoping
It was wrapped and sent away
To the unknown one

 
I’m just a scorched planet
You’re who saves only herself
I’m without resentment
For you
Eternity is lost unreported

 
I’m still saving the days
You’re wasting the nights
I’m bravering my mind
For my
Own worth matters too in life

 
I’m not your alchemist anymore
I couldn’t turn your lead to gold
You’re ain’t my Messiah either
You didn’t hold my tether
But I’ve found myself
In the desert
Where we’d burnt everything

 
I’ll miss your morning star that darkened the sky
I’ll miss all your failures that broke my heart
I’ll miss your imperfections that showed you complete
I’ll miss your body that made me feel
I was alive
Once
With you
I was alive
Once
With you

 

 

Joshua Dragon

God is always there for you

Don’t give up hope

when life is a dark cloud

and there seems to be no way to see and be

believe and trust in me

I’ve been whispering

with thunders

I’ve been crying for you in the rains

I thought I’d lost you

and I couldn’t know how to raise

your willingness

to understand love in its beauty

that it is meant to be a verb

beyond your own interest and needs

 

Don’t give up on hope

just because you can’t see

what is ahead of you

just like the light with its spectrum

the invisible is experiencable

and even if you don’t feel it right now

it does not mean you’ve mistaken the path

’cause the part of the journey is

your self-discovery

 

Don’t be afraid

I’m staying with you

both when you agonize

and when you come to new life

I’m here with you

just hang on and trust

at least that much

as I have faith in you

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Drifting

There is a black hole in me

Without singularity

Fragments of life

Say me goodbye

Unreliable memories

Drifting in space

Who could be

You

Wasted me

I can’t embrace

The dead

Any more

Where would you be

If I were still alive

For you

Where would you be

If I were still there

I cannot be

The scent of your garden

Is broken history

 
I’m lonely and lost

I have everything I don’t need

 

 

Joshua Dragon

(from the “Break-up Therapy”)

Anyone to talk to is You, God

Anyone to talk to is You, God

 

All the deaf and selfish

and all the caring are asleep

leaving the ones in need

leaving me in need

of talking

sharing and

bonding

of feeling to be related

and connected

You are the only one, who is awake

 

You gave me life

and let me find my purpose

which has never been so easy

but I could wear off the selfishness

in a rough path

so I could be more like You

at least

try

 

Nobody has ever longed for me

as much as You, Father

not for Yourself, but for me

and that love is strange

still unusual

in this life

 

There is noone else at this vigil

You are the only one who listens

and hear me out

and I wish I could love You more

but this is all I can do

trying to grow

and be more mature

 

Anyone to talk to is You, God

there is noone else awake this time of the night

nor in my life

my heart is invisible for the world

I matter the most to You

I know

 

For some, I am like You

Father

guiding light

brother

through all the challenges

 

I can love You more, Father

as I’m evolving

this way

 

Anyone to talk to is You, God

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Every heart is waiting

True connections what we are all longing for…

Prayers for Everybody

Every heart is waiting

to be loved again

Every tear-drop is waiting

to be dried again

Every smile is waiting

to be seen again

Every laugh is waiting

to be heard again

Every lost one is waiting

to be found again

Everybody who suffers is waiting

to be saved again

What about You, Father?

Are you waiting to be loved again?

Are you waiting to see our smiles again?

Are you waiting to hear our laughs again?

I know, you are waiting your tears to be dried

and to feel free inside with an easy heart – at last.

Joshua Dragon

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I can’t make a barren sky

An honest prayer…

Prayers for Everybody

I can’t make a barren sky

just like I can’t make a blossoming meadow

I can’t create water to drink

just like I can’t create bread to eat

I can’t clean the air

just like I can’t clean the oceans

I can’t revive the broken

just like I can’t revive myself

without You

Heavenly Parent

Joshua Dragon

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