Harder than hard (a farewell from my father)

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
there are no night and no days
nothing remains here

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
echoes of love
drained dreams remained here

all the broken promises
all the tainted memories
all the made-up vanities
all the fainted braveries

all the gaslighted abuses
all the heart burnt oh the bruises
all the forgotten embraces
all the life you took from me

I let you free
I set you free
now

I forgive
just like Jesus
fatherless
no-one’s child

You couldn’t know
the mess you made
unable
and cursed for life

I forgive
just like Jesus
abandoned
through the time

you’re somewhere else
I can’t see you
and it’s breaking
all my heart

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
there are no night and no days
nothing remains here

it’s harder than hard
excruciating
echoes of love
drained dreams remained here

echoes of love
echoes of love

 

 

Joshua Dragon

remember the good times

remember the good times

remember the holy ground

where we stood and stayed

danced and kissed

through the night

 

remember the good times

but

all the years are gone now

remember the good times

but you

never said why you left

remember the good times

how we dreamt and yet survived

and

how we broke everything

what was nice and so dear

now we know every pain

 

all the nights and all the days

I’m just a wanderer in a desert

what’s my fate and indemnity

nobody knows, nobody knows

all the nights and all the days

I’m just a wanderer in a desert

what’s my fate and indemnity

nobody knows me, nobody knows me

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Even if you were born behind the rainbow…

You are worthy and meant to be great

even if you were born behind the rainbow

you can make the most fantastic dreams come true

even if you were born behind the rainbow

 

You are eligible to be the utmost happy

even if you were born behind the rainbow

you can trust yourself and dare to love

even if you were behind the rainbow

 

You are here to win the game of life

even if you were born behind the rainbow

God is here to stay with you and protect

even if you were born behind the rainbow

 

 

Joshua Dragon

Who knows who you are

Who knows who you are

Might be God

Or just your self-indulgence

 

Who has the eyes

To show you a mirror

With your broken wrinkles

 

Who brings you the message of hope

To prosper not just to survive

During your lost times

 

Who changes your vanity

Your self-pity, your worry

Your obsolete obnoxious old mindset

 

Who knows who your are

Might be God

Or just your self-indulgence

 

 

Joshua Dragon

You are to find love…

You are amazing
You are gifted
You are special
You are unique

You are the child of God
You are a star in the sky
You are the Sun in the dark
You are an island in the ocean

Do not be afraid of the changes
Do not be discouraged when you are hurt
Do not ever feel lonely
Do not ever let resentment settle in your heart

Because you are worthy
Because you are enough
Because you are to be loved
Because you are to find love

 
Joshua Dragon

You Are Being Loved At This Very Moment

Just because it is dark and empty

Just because it feels lonely

Just because it seems your are trapped

Just because it feels it will never end

You are still worthy

You are still enough

You are still great

You are still magical

 

Just because you are a one of a kind,

unique child of God

 

Believe in yourself as much as He believes in You!

 

 

Joshua Dragon

You’ll never know why God chose you…

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to stay numb

if you opt for vanities

and being recklessly selfish remains your way

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to stay negative

if you opt for resentments

and being hateful remains part of your days

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to sorry yourself

if you opt for shame

and being forgiving is not in your dreams

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to be ignorant

if you opt for stereotyping people

and being resentful is in your core

 

You’ll never know why God chose you

if you choose to destroy the Nature

if you opt for hurting words

and not being arrogant is a hard way

 

But you’ll understand God

if you stay humble and nice

by opening your heart

and you’ll have nothing to hide

 

 

 

Joshua Dragon

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